Agony
I woke up Tears dripping down my face I closed my eyes as tight as I could Squeezing my leg hopping it would be gone when I opened them back up again, But it wasn’t. It’s always there It’s become a part of me, Apart of whom I am. Some days worse than others, But it's never gone. I go to bed every night telling myself it will get better And wake up every morning To find that it's still there I’m waiting for that morning I wake up, And feel nothing But I’m still waiting. And have been for a year. I’m starting to give up I wouldn’t be the only one to give up; My doctors gave up, My friends don’t believe me. The only people who believe me is my family Because they have to I’m starting to not believe myself either Because it's now just apart of who I am. I’m the girl who’s been in pain For 3 years And can't figure out what’s wrong. People are letting it slip under the radar When I talk to people about it, They dismiss it and don’t think twice When quite frankly It’s getting worse as time goes on
